Thank you for being honest. And please accept my sincere apology. I know how I hated it when I wasn't considered old enough to do something when I knew in my heart that I was as old as I would ever be. And that is true; I am the same person I was when I was ten.
At the time, I vividly remember walking past a billboard for a movie that was condemned by the Catholic Church and wanting to see it in the worst way--just for that reason. Years later I had occasion to see this forbidden film. It was a total bore. Go to hell for this, I thought!? I had to laugh at my ten year old self and the grief and consternation this stupid film had caused me at the time.
So don't feel too bad. There really isn't anything in the adult section that you need and cannot get for yourselves from other sources.
so may it be